Frustration

Feel a need to post a blog. For the life of me I do not know what to say. I've traveled the World Wide Web and there seems little move of God. Oh, yes there are mentions, and very good intentions, but for the most part when I find God on the www it is to promote this and that. 

I chuckle now at myself because I need to ask, "Is that not what I appear to be like?" I suppose so. So in reality those people mentioning God in sincerity, are walking the road I am.

I know my heart and the only other one that knows it is my Lord. I am sure He can see frustation that has caused me in the past to throw up my hands and say, "It can not be done!" 

I remember in Nashville, when I was faceing these same thoughts, the Lord 'said', "Tell me about it brother!" 

I tell you there are times that the Lord 'blows me away' with that kind of love! I am in no way deserving of it, but when He 'said', "brother" I was blown away. 

So I keep going. No way can I make an excuse to throw up the hands now and say, "Enough!" I am thinking more and more this walk is into eternity. 

Feeling I have in the past brought some along this life into eternity. With all my desire I want to bring multitudes!!! In Christ it can be done and only in Christ. God says it, I believe it, done deal!

Pray the Lord it so!